Having feelings for someone till it makes your stomach hurt. The constant doubt if they feel the same. The constant worry that you’re never going to have a fucking normal relationship with anyone ever. I feel like I’m drowning. I feel like I’m just waiting to be crushed again. I shouldn’t get my hopes up. I’m worthless and no one is going to ever want me.
don’t post much on here any more, follow hisheroisjon on instagram for pictures of my cat, gear, and terrible pictures of me and my stupid life.
I thought living alone was going to be a lot cooler than this
I wish I never felt anything.